[ losing my shit over slaunders spiraling over essek while simultaneously being forced to write about emotions. which, by the way, take some time to process, so essek will have to forgive wriothesley as he mulls over the question.
after about half a minute or so, he looks back at essek. ]
If you mean do I see you romantically, then I suppose the answer would be yes.
[ a real answer....wow. ]
You're smart, you have a good sense of humor, you're good-looking, and you're not afraid to bite. [ literally and figuratively. ] Would I be interested in sleeping with you? Sure. [ was that part of the original question? doesn't matter. ] But you said things were complicated back home, and these days I prefer to keep complications to a minimum.
[ anyway i think we should drop this subject now even though i'm the one that brought it up. ]
[It's fine. He is patient without making any kind of signal he wants Wriothesley to rush. The truth is all that matters to him (funny, considering he was a man who was not truthful to people before).
The more Wriothesley talks, the more amused - lightly - he seems. The fingertips he had pressed together relaxes into laced ones he holds in front of himself. This is such a funny list.]
You finally decided to be upfront with me after all this time of stepping forward, then quickly stepping back?
[He has to pull Wriothesley's tail a bit.]
Complicated was Caleb's words, not mine. For the record. [It's offered a little teasingly. He understands about the desire to keep complicated things out of it.] There isn't anything between us right now, though I had shown a bit of returned interest, but... there could be in the future. I suppose we were teetering at the edge of what you and I are now with this conversation.
I understand what you're saying, however. It seems there is a line of men who all won't ever say anything lined up before me.
[If he knew Wriothesley didn't enjoy biting so much, he would start biting. He gives Wriothesley a look.]
Well, both, but preferably the one which deals with the topic at hand. Unless you plan to also run away from answering what you're looking for in a relationship?
I said I wasn't going to run. Truthfully? I'm not. I dismissed the idea of romance a long time ago. My circumstances aren't exactly ideal for any sort of serious committment and it would be unfair and unkind of me to ask anyone to prioritize me when I can't do the same for them.
[ so he will simply die single instead like god intended 👍 ]
[Hmmm. He glances down, quiet for a long time, and then he looks up at Wriothesley.]
I would like some time to consider, if that's okay. I'll admit... I am interested, but you should know I am... a bit inexperienced with these things. [THIS MAKES HIM EMBARRASSED BUT ANYWAY.] Regardless, I told Anders I wouldn't humiliate him, and I am unable to speak to him and, so far, we haven't had any more correspondence. Perhaps this isn't best written anyhow, but more appropriate as a conversation.
But whatever happens to us, short of being trampled by a vengeful horse, I will let you know before the end.
Well, if that is alright with you. If you change your mind by then, that is alright.
[ essek you are so funny and cute, this is why he likes you. but he will patiently wait as essek takes his time, content to enjoy the familiar scenery while he can. ]
Take all the time you need. Like I said, I don't have any interest in getting between you and your various admiring suitors.
[ essek and anders? essek and his mystery man from back home? essek truly is allstars' most eligible bachelor. ]
And I'll be sure to let you know if anything on my end changes as well. Though I pretty sure I won't be changing my mind any time soon.
Briefly, a small smile touches the corners of his mouth before it disappears again. His violet eyes study Wriothesley's face with a gentleness maybe not expected of what he puts on.]
You are a good man. I don't know if anyone has ever told you that, considering. But you are.
[Like, uh, his past and stuff. Being put in a "fortress," etc. He raises both of his hands up toward Wriothesley's face, offering the palms as if he wants Wriothesley to bend down toward him.]
[ he's flippant about it, though there's some truth to the words too. he's long stopped thinking of himself as a good person. instead, he's merely someone who does what the circumstances need to do. and right now, the circumstances dictate that he should be considerate and bend down for their resident short king, even if he does raise an eyebrow in question.
essek should have stayed six feet, it would have made everything so much easier. ]
[Wriothesley and Megumi have clown to clown communication about this. So funny.
Anyhow, Essek captures Wriothesley's face in both hands. He would have absolutely floated up to do this if Wriothesley denied him like a brat, but alas, he is a good boy. When he pulls Wriothesley's face in, he puts a kiss on one of Wriothesley's cheeks before letting him go.]
Thank you. For being understanding. I'm not sure you realize how much it really means.
[ there's a reason i would have been a megumi player if i had played from jjk
but, well, it seems like jae-ha isn't the only one capable of making a grown man blush. when you should be able to see things coming because you are the one that invites them but somehow you still don't because you are stupid. consquently, there's a moment where wriothesley freezes up entirely at the light press of lips against his cheek. it comes and goes quick enough, but the pink on his cheeks lingers once essek pulls away. ]
Trying to make Anders jealous already? [ just kidding, though it's as much a diversion away from his own embarrassment as it is a quip to tease essek. ] But really, it's no big deal. Being understanding of someone's situation and the factors that play into it should be a basic courtesy given to everyone, don't you think?
Also Wriothesley is very cute. Essek is amused by the blushing. The bullied becomes the bully... Anyhow, it's extremely charming, so he takes the teasing jab in stride.]
Just extending you some gratitude is all. If you want a real one, you can ask.
[He will simply be mean back.]
You would think so, but sometimes people don't consider those things when they are caught up in their feelings.
Not that I'm implying your feelings are overwhelming or anything. In general, I mean.
[ the way i tried to click reply from my email and almost deleted your tag instead. gmail said no to friendship and also gay. wriothesley rolls his eyes a little but lets the bullying slide. ]
I'll wait until you have all your talks, thanks.
[ even if said talks go well and they never kiss, which is also okay. sometimes you are just happy to have made a friend. ]
In the meantime, would you like a tour? It's not the same as the real thing but it's easier than booking some sort of intergalactic flight all the way to Fontaine.
[This is just the story of his life currently, so nothing would have changed......... YES, ALL HIS TALKS.
His gaze shifts out over the land Wriothesley was admiring when he had appeared initially. It is extremely pretty. Not sure if Wriothesley understands how very, very little of the world he's seen when it's in the light.]
[ i don't even know if wrio knows that essek has drow light sensitivity because he has simply never bothered to ask.
but they will go on a little tour then! that i am not writing out because our back to back parties destroyed me and now i have to prepare for the living. ]
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[The horse was a surprise.
He has been upgraded to good friend...? Wow. He never would have realized this leap.]
Do you see me differently than you see others here?
[He does not clarify whether he means in a good or bad way, but the way in which he asks seems to imply he believes the latter actually.
Not that Wriothesley hates him.]
kill me
after about half a minute or so, he looks back at essek. ]
If you mean do I see you romantically, then I suppose the answer would be yes.
[ a real answer....wow. ]
You're smart, you have a good sense of humor, you're good-looking, and you're not afraid to bite. [ literally and figuratively. ] Would I be interested in sleeping with you? Sure. [ was that part of the original question? doesn't matter. ] But you said things were complicated back home, and these days I prefer to keep complications to a minimum.
[ anyway i think we should drop this subject now even though i'm the one that brought it up. ]
no (looks at the catchall image)
The more Wriothesley talks, the more amused - lightly - he seems. The fingertips he had pressed together relaxes into laced ones he holds in front of himself. This is such a funny list.]
You finally decided to be upfront with me after all this time of stepping forward, then quickly stepping back?
[He has to pull Wriothesley's tail a bit.]
Complicated was Caleb's words, not mine. For the record. [It's offered a little teasingly. He understands about the desire to keep complicated things out of it.] There isn't anything between us right now, though I had shown a bit of returned interest, but... there could be in the future. I suppose we were teetering at the edge of what you and I are now with this conversation.
I understand what you're saying, however. It seems there is a line of men who all won't ever say anything lined up before me.
[He has been suffering this limbo.]
What are you looking for exactly?
fine i'll take myself out
In general, or in terms of romantic relationships?
NO
Well, both, but preferably the one which deals with the topic at hand. Unless you plan to also run away from answering what you're looking for in a relationship?
👋
I said I wasn't going to run. Truthfully? I'm not. I dismissed the idea of romance a long time ago. My circumstances aren't exactly ideal for any sort of serious committment and it would be unfair and unkind of me to ask anyone to prioritize me when I can't do the same for them.
[ so he will simply die single instead like god intended 👍 ]
🫵
[He turns his head to glance thoughtfully over the land.]
You are a kind man to put aside selfishness for that sort of thing. To acknowledge it. So you are accepting anything casual.
[Explains the Jae-ha.]
Does this mean you want to sleep with me but as something equally as casual?
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I already said I wouldn't mind, didn't I? [ I WANT TO DIEEEEEEEE ] But I understand that kind of circumstance isn't everyone's cup of tea.
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It isn't, but it is for some people as well.
[Hmmm. He glances down, quiet for a long time, and then he looks up at Wriothesley.]
I would like some time to consider, if that's okay. I'll admit... I am interested, but you should know I am... a bit inexperienced with these things. [THIS MAKES HIM EMBARRASSED BUT ANYWAY.] Regardless, I told Anders I wouldn't humiliate him, and I am unable to speak to him and, so far, we haven't had any more correspondence. Perhaps this isn't best written anyhow, but more appropriate as a conversation.
But whatever happens to us, short of being trampled by a vengeful horse, I will let you know before the end.
Well, if that is alright with you. If you change your mind by then, that is alright.
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Take all the time you need. Like I said, I don't have any interest in getting between you and your various admiring suitors.
[ essek and anders? essek and his mystery man from back home? essek truly is allstars' most eligible bachelor. ]
And I'll be sure to let you know if anything on my end changes as well. Though I pretty sure I won't be changing my mind any time soon.
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Briefly, a small smile touches the corners of his mouth before it disappears again. His violet eyes study Wriothesley's face with a gentleness maybe not expected of what he puts on.]
You are a good man. I don't know if anyone has ever told you that, considering. But you are.
[Like, uh, his past and stuff. Being put in a "fortress," etc. He raises both of his hands up toward Wriothesley's face, offering the palms as if he wants Wriothesley to bend down toward him.]
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[ he's flippant about it, though there's some truth to the words too. he's long stopped thinking of himself as a good person. instead, he's merely someone who does what the circumstances need to do. and right now, the circumstances dictate that he should be considerate and bend down for their resident short king, even if he does raise an eyebrow in question.
essek should have stayed six feet, it would have made everything so much easier. ]
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[Wriothesley and Megumi have clown to clown communication about this. So funny.
Anyhow, Essek captures Wriothesley's face in both hands. He would have absolutely floated up to do this if Wriothesley denied him like a brat, but alas, he is a good boy. When he pulls Wriothesley's face in, he puts a kiss on one of Wriothesley's cheeks before letting him go.]
Thank you. For being understanding. I'm not sure you realize how much it really means.
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but, well, it seems like jae-ha isn't the only one capable of making a grown man blush. when you should be able to see things coming because you are the one that invites them but somehow you still don't because you are stupid. consquently, there's a moment where wriothesley freezes up entirely at the light press of lips against his cheek. it comes and goes quick enough, but the pink on his cheeks lingers once essek pulls away. ]
Trying to make Anders jealous already? [ just kidding, though it's as much a diversion away from his own embarrassment as it is a quip to tease essek. ] But really, it's no big deal. Being understanding of someone's situation and the factors that play into it should be a basic courtesy given to everyone, don't you think?
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Also Wriothesley is very cute. Essek is amused by the blushing. The bullied becomes the bully... Anyhow, it's extremely charming, so he takes the teasing jab in stride.]
Just extending you some gratitude is all. If you want a real one, you can ask.
[He will simply be mean back.]
You would think so, but sometimes people don't consider those things when they are caught up in their feelings.
Not that I'm implying your feelings are overwhelming or anything. In general, I mean.
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I'll wait until you have all your talks, thanks.
[ even if said talks go well and they never kiss, which is also okay. sometimes you are just happy to have made a friend. ]
In the meantime, would you like a tour? It's not the same as the real thing but it's easier than booking some sort of intergalactic flight all the way to Fontaine.
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His gaze shifts out over the land Wriothesley was admiring when he had appeared initially. It is extremely pretty. Not sure if Wriothesley understands how very, very little of the world he's seen when it's in the light.]
Yes, I would like that. Thank you.
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but they will go on a little tour then! that i am not writing out because our back to back parties destroyed me and now i have to prepare for the living. ]