[ This explanation just gets more convoluted the more questions he asks, a fact made evident by the crease that's slowly beginning to grow between his brows. ]
That would explain why you're so good at explaining things.
[ Even if he's definitely a bit lost right now. That's no fault of hers. ]
I can't see why a library [ sorry, it's lowercase to him ] would pose so much of a threat though, unless you guys happen to be safekeeping dangerous knowledge of some kind.
[ not technically, but she doesn't add that. roland has a point: what other choice do the people have? ]
We send an invitation out to those who... um, it's a little hard to explain even for me, but they're people who are necessary for an end goal. Each one has a "shard of light", let's say, and we have to collect them. On these invitations the rules of engagement are concisely written: if they seek a book, then they're welcome to try and take it -- but if they fail, then they become a book themselves. By writing their signature on the invitation, they're agreeing to all of that of their own free will. So... it's not kidnapping.
[ she'll let that sink in before addressing the second. ]
We thought they died. But I've learned recently, since Ishmael is from sometime in the future compared to me, that at the very least the guests we invited, defeated, and sorted among the floors weren't dead. Just... sleeping, in a way.
[ Technically not kidnapping doesn't go very far in making him feel better about this whole dealio she's laying out. Also: what does she mean 'become a book themselves'? What kind of strange-ass library is this, actually. ]
I, for one, wouldn't want to spend the rest of my life as a collection of bound pages.
[ Said dryly, mostly to cover up his apprehension. ]
What exactly are these end goals you mention? Or is that confidential information?
All I can say is that it's important for the general well-being of the City we're from. I don't like how we're doing it, and if there was another way I'd gladly do that instead... but it's the only way forward. We just need to make sure it's worth the sacrifices this time.
Absolutely! They're all far more capable than I am, actually. Of all the Librarians, I'm the clumsiest, most master of nothing one. But I'm hardworking, so I guess there's that!
[ she said with her whole chest. it's fine. these are facts about herself. ]
[ so many people are keeping their thoughts to their chests. when will she be called cute by anyone but march. ]
Finances, huh... Maybe you can help me with mine.
[ may as well lay it out. ]
I've been trying to, well, try out as many hobbies as I can, but some of them are pretty steep in price. Both for classes and materials needed. At the same time, I have a whole album of things I want to buy for myself, or March, or anyone else I think of when I see them in shops! [ these first fucking world issues. which she's sincerely sighing over. ] I've never had to be responsible with money before and it's really showing.
[ ...
hence... why she jumped at the chance to be treated... she's always game to piggyback off someone else, unless it's kaito. ]
But wow, can't believe the scant few skills he managed to pick up as an administrator are actually coming in handy?? But alright, give him a minute to mull over her stated problem. ]
If you're looking for a magic fix, you'll have to consult someone else.
[ But if she's willing to be frugal... ]
I don't know how much of this you've already put into practice but...these hobbies of yours. Are you participating in them with others? Maybe all of you could pool some Kryptos together and share equipment. Or if it's some sort of communal space you need to rent, maybe you could try bartering with other goods, or even your own time and energy in the form of extra work. As for your shopping habits...
[ He's not much of a materialistic guy so this is a bit out of his wheelhouse. ]
Do any of your current interests produce tangible, material results? I can't speak to your own tastes, but I'm sure March would appreciate most gifts from a friend so long as they were given with genuine intent.
[ this'll be the last time he talks to malkuth then-- ]
... I've been cooking a little bit lately, and a friend and I attended a beadmaking class before. I tend to foot the bill on courses so others don't have to worry about it being a waste of their money -- just their time, which they might be able to spare a little more of. It's really just a me problem.
[ she's seeing that now. she has to rein herself in. there's no... time limit on things, she doesn't need to hurry and try a thousand things even as the world is very much in danger every day around them with the chance of kaiju attacks, and yet
she sort of is doing that, isn't she. ]
It just doesn't feel like we have enough time in our lives for everything the world has to offer, you know?
I haven't. I do like lists though, so that's a great idea!
[ she likes...... lists. normal girl things to like. her eyes glow as she brings up her hud, hmm. importance. ]
Photography is the most, since March and I have a club together. Cooking with Kaito is fun... Painting, yoga, reading... are all important to me because they're things that my coworkers back home liked to do. One of them even had a book club.
[ ... this is the same library she was talking about that beat people up yeah ]
[ she values being complimented on her skills more anyway, and her beam speaks volumes about that. she's so proud. practically puffing with it right now. ]
I was in a managerial position at my last job, so I had to learn a variety of skills to make up for my shortcomings.
[ of which there were... so many... but let's not get into that. ]
Those two... are definitely my friends, but I've really been trying to make more while I can! Another friend, Yui's her name, and I went to a beadmaking class earlier -- that's where you make things with beads -- and I've invited Ereshkigal out to befriend the cats with me too...
[ she trails off, resting her cheek in her hand. ]
But not everyone's receptive to it -- they're more like Ishmael. There's no point, or... maybe that I'm trying to get something out of it. [ such is the City. she knows that. she does. still-- ] I can't really change how they feel about me, or the idea of being friends. But I don't like when people assume I have bad intentions either, you know?
[ So earnest, so genuine….it's been a long time since he's met anyone like Malkuth. An underwater prison isn't exactly the ideal sort of place to foster those traits, after all. ]
All you can really do is lay your reasons out for the other party to hear. Whether or not they choose to believe you is out of your control. Although, [ and his voice lightens a little here as the smile reappears on his face ] I find it hard to believe that most people wouldn't be swayed by someone as charming as yourself. Even Ishmael's beginning to come around, isn't she?
[ the compliment catches her off guard and she covers her laugh with her hand, cheeks warming. her? charming? definitely not. she can think of so many others who are that, like wriothesley himself. malkuth shakes her head, but her smile reappears as she rubs her face. ]
Beginning to, and I'm still worried I'll misstep. But I think we can probably work things out as long as we talk about it instead of beating around the bush. She's a really direct person.
[ it's nice. she likes it. ]
... Thanks for the vote of confidence though, you're a really sweet guy.
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That would explain why you're so good at explaining things.
[ Even if he's definitely a bit lost right now. That's no fault of hers. ]
I can't see why a library [ sorry, it's lowercase to him ] would pose so much of a threat though, unless you guys happen to be safekeeping dangerous knowledge of some kind.
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[ you know, casual things to smile apologetically about. ]
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Hello??? Don't mind that crease doubling in size as he stares at her. Finally, after a good few second. ]
Do you kidnap and kill people?
closes eyes. slight ruina spoilers. technically
[ not technically, but she doesn't add that. roland has a point: what other choice do the people have? ]
We send an invitation out to those who... um, it's a little hard to explain even for me, but they're people who are necessary for an end goal. Each one has a "shard of light", let's say, and we have to collect them. On these invitations the rules of engagement are concisely written: if they seek a book, then they're welcome to try and take it -- but if they fail, then they become a book themselves. By writing their signature on the invitation, they're agreeing to all of that of their own free will. So... it's not kidnapping.
[ she'll let that sink in before addressing the second. ]
We thought they died. But I've learned recently, since Ishmael is from sometime in the future compared to me, that at the very least the guests we invited, defeated, and sorted among the floors weren't dead. Just... sleeping, in a way.
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I, for one, wouldn't want to spend the rest of my life as a collection of bound pages.
[ Said dryly, mostly to cover up his apprehension. ]
What exactly are these end goals you mention? Or is that confidential information?
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[ yeah. confidential. ]
All I can say is that it's important for the general well-being of the City we're from. I don't like how we're doing it, and if there was another way I'd gladly do that instead... but it's the only way forward. We just need to make sure it's worth the sacrifices this time.
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You might have a hard time with that one while you're here. Unless you trust your associates to handle things while you're gone.
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[ she said with her whole chest. it's fine. these are facts about herself. ]
So what do you do for a living?
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Me? Nothing interesting. Mostly a lot of accounting. [ This is a deflection but also technically the truth. ]
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Finances, huh... Maybe you can help me with mine.
[ may as well lay it out. ]
I've been trying to, well, try out as many hobbies as I can, but some of them are pretty steep in price. Both for classes and materials needed. At the same time, I have a whole album of things I want to buy for myself, or March, or anyone else I think of when I see them in shops! [ these first fucking world issues. which she's sincerely sighing over. ] I've never had to be responsible with money before and it's really showing.
[ ...
hence... why she jumped at the chance to be treated... she's always game to piggyback off someone else, unless it's kaito. ]
Any advice?
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But wow, can't believe the scant few skills he managed to pick up as an administrator are actually coming in handy?? But alright, give him a minute to mull over her stated problem. ]
If you're looking for a magic fix, you'll have to consult someone else.
[ But if she's willing to be frugal... ]
I don't know how much of this you've already put into practice but...these hobbies of yours. Are you participating in them with others? Maybe all of you could pool some Kryptos together and share equipment. Or if it's some sort of communal space you need to rent, maybe you could try bartering with other goods, or even your own time and energy in the form of extra work. As for your shopping habits...
[ He's not much of a materialistic guy so this is a bit out of his wheelhouse. ]
Do any of your current interests produce tangible, material results? I can't speak to your own tastes, but I'm sure March would appreciate most gifts from a friend so long as they were given with genuine intent.
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... I've been cooking a little bit lately, and a friend and I attended a beadmaking class before. I tend to foot the bill on courses so others don't have to worry about it being a waste of their money -- just their time, which they might be able to spare a little more of. It's really just a me problem.
[ she's seeing that now. she has to rein herself in. there's no... time limit on things, she doesn't need to hurry and try a thousand things even as the world is very much in danger every day around them with the chance of kaiju attacks, and yet
she sort of is doing that, isn't she. ]
It just doesn't feel like we have enough time in our lives for everything the world has to offer, you know?
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I don't think being able to experience new activities and new places is ever a waste of time.
[ But maybe that's also a him thing after being trapped underwater for ten years with little access to what the world has to offer. ]
Have you tried making a list and ranking everything in order of importance to you?
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[ she likes...... lists. normal girl things to like. her eyes glow as she brings up her hud, hmm. importance. ]
Photography is the most, since March and I have a club together. Cooking with Kaito is fun... Painting, yoga, reading... are all important to me because they're things that my coworkers back home liked to do. One of them even had a book club.
[ ... this is the same library she was talking about that beat people up yeah ]
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Organized and good at explaining things. You've got quite the skillset.
[ He won't call her cute but he will compliment her secretarial (librarian?) skills. That'll have to be good enough. But also, these namedrops? ]
It sounds like you've made plenty of friends here already though. [ Or at least found people to engage in hobby discovery with?? ]
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I was in a managerial position at my last job, so I had to learn a variety of skills to make up for my shortcomings.
[ of which there were... so many... but let's not get into that. ]
Those two... are definitely my friends, but I've really been trying to make more while I can! Another friend, Yui's her name, and I went to a beadmaking class earlier -- that's where you make things with beads -- and I've invited Ereshkigal out to befriend the cats with me too...
[ she trails off, resting her cheek in her hand. ]
But not everyone's receptive to it -- they're more like Ishmael. There's no point, or... maybe that I'm trying to get something out of it. [ such is the City. she knows that. she does. still-- ] I can't really change how they feel about me, or the idea of being friends. But I don't like when people assume I have bad intentions either, you know?
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All you can really do is lay your reasons out for the other party to hear. Whether or not they choose to believe you is out of your control. Although, [ and his voice lightens a little here as the smile reappears on his face ] I find it hard to believe that most people wouldn't be swayed by someone as charming as yourself. Even Ishmael's beginning to come around, isn't she?
[ He believes in you, Malkuth. ]
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Beginning to, and I'm still worried I'll misstep. But I think we can probably work things out as long as we talk about it instead of beating around the bush. She's a really direct person.
[ it's nice. she likes it. ]
... Thanks for the vote of confidence though, you're a really sweet guy.
I GOT THE CUTE ICON, I WON
I simply give credit where I think it's due.
[ Nothing sweet about that. ]
So! What's your recommendation for what to get here?
STOP IT ISNT A COMPETITION
I got spicy pork udon last time, but I don't know if that's your kind of thing... It was really good though.
[ mmm. pork udon. ]
If you get something different, then we can try each other's dishes! The kitsune one sounds really tasty.